is there a place
where I could pay my respects
to the love
we once had

where do I go
to fall on my knees
mourning our
what-if's
and what-could-have-been's

which tombstone
etched " Our Love "
must I bring flowers to
every week

to which
monument of love
must I make an offering to
for our good times and
our bad

to which station
must I go
to get hit by a train
to be relieved of my pain

they say
love can keep us from death
they forget to mention
that those who make us the happiest
can also make us
the saddest

where do I go
to bury
the family
we once planned


how could I ever do that