tell me how this love will ruin us

and I'll love you even more

tell me of the room

we used to sit in

when things were serene

blowing bubbles

and sucking raspberries 

on the wooden floor

tell me how well the brain works

how is it that neurons connect

how is it that I can remember 

every inch of your loving skin

your fleeting smell 

mesmerizing the room and things

between 

what are you if not lovely ?

all I am is a collective mush of feelings

too unstable to exist 

in your eyes

I wish I did

oh how I wish

I could love you

like you had your arms

tied around my neck

I never could