I think about you
but it's got no
goddamn meaning
my heart
can't take this fucking bullshit
it's pounding and beating
like its about to
fucking drop
out of my chest
for no goddamn reason

I even consider
getting a pack of drags
and choke on the
fucking smoke
drop dead and die
cause let's face it
I'm crazy
need to tighten up some
screws
that are fucking loose

and
who the fuck
would even care
if my heart starts bleeding
I dropped dead
and I can't stop sinking
down low
with the flow
I don't know
if I should hate you
I'm curling and hurling
and I'm cursing
to this fucking thought alone
and I can't decide
what's really on my mind
should i love you ?
or should I let you go

fuck