life has endless possibilities
where you are now
is the result of every
choice or
movement
every heartbeat
every bending moment of your bones
that you've made in the past
if you blink
now
right now
right this second
the outcome in the future
will be entirely different
than if you hadn't
you have created a new possibility
and likewise
eliminated another

and I can't help feel
how every breath
I've ever taken
in my life
and every detail
even to the
tiniest bit
has lead me
indirectly
surprisingly
to you

but
it frightens
and
saddens me
to try to swallow the possibility of
what if
we were just two
people who merely
clicked
and nothing more
and
what if
you were the
love of my life but
I'm
not
yours