I'm so mad and
so sad
there's just
no fucking words
to best describe what
I'm feeling
cause it's all
understating
and I'm hating
this fucking situation

I can't help believing
that God put me here
for a reason
but fuck y'all
friends ?
I don't even know the fucking
meaning
cause again and again
my head gets stepping
and I'm breathless
I'm fucking suffocating
in this world

I thought
I should be cheesing
to the thought of you
I should be melting and shaking
weak in the fucking knees
like jell-o
but I'm not
fuck
hell no

it's depressing
to know
that I'm fucking powerless
but I can't help feeling
this way with you
but you ain't even got a goddamn clue