I'm educating you
on the subject of
escapism
the act of fleeing
which I am pulling out of
it's raw theory
and displaying to you
It's practicality
I am
or
my actions are
the living and
breathing
definition of escapism
I am it's walking example

to this day
I'm not sure entirely
which party it might benefit
whether
it may be you
or I
I doubt it's the latter
I bet my life on it
so it's you
it's you
my act of fleeing benefits you

you might not see why
but
neither do I
because honestly
sincerely
truthfully
I see no benefits for me
what so ever
this goes against what I want
what my selfishness desires
I want
you

so here we are
caught in a situation
where I am fleeing
from the world
disappearing
without a trace
to run away from
you
so you may be
happy
but not with I
so you may
smile
but not with I
so you may love
but not with I

this is my gift
to you
my love